1. That isn't as long as I thought it had been.
2. I've noticed that almost all my post begin with...wow it's been so long, or something like that!
Well, Memphis has completed his first season of baseball, and he loved it. I quit my lovely job at Papa Johns. Brandon has a new idea that he's going to start selling fishing lures and making them. Cruz, is just Cruz. He's still wild.
I know I say this all the time and I do believe I have the most boring blog on the face of the earth, but I can think of all these wonderful things I'd like to share because I really want to remember them, and then I forget them. Oh well.
I will however blog what I feel like. I mean that is what a blog is for, right?
I feel (or have felt) like I am lost in this journey of life. I feel as if I'm not doing what I am created to do. It gets me down all the time. I want to lose weight. I want to be a sucessful photographer. A wonderful mother. A great wife. I want to have a spotless home for my family to live in. I want to have a 3rd kid. I want to be a great Sunday school teacher. I have to help young ladies just starting out as wives and new mommies. I want to have them awesome dinners cooked when my hubby gets home from work. I want awesome friends that we can have dinner parties and go get mani-pedis. I want. I want. I want... Don't get me wrong, in the last few months I have been blessed to have people let me photograph them, even some I didn't know, and they ask me and even paid me! My kids and husband are happy and healthy. I am so very thankful for the things that I do have in my life. I just can't thank God enough for all his blessings he has given me.
Oh and today, the hubs and I are celebrating 7 blissful years of marriage!
