Ok.  I honestly have nothing important to discuss, but I also have no one to talk to, so I have to get this out some way.  Well, I do have a 2 year old and 17 month old to talk to, but they don't understand.  My cell phone is broken, my car is broken, both boys and Brandon are sick, I am babysitting Connor, and my dad is in the hospital!  Talk about being stressed out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I bet my blood pressure is through the roof!  I feel like I run around in life of stress.  It's always something going on around here.  I can't sleep of a night.  I have stomach problems because of all the stress.  I have been through more than anyone my age should ever have to go through.  Why?  I often wonder.  What have I done?  What have I not done?  Is there really a light at the end of the tunnel?  Is it making me stronger?  Is it making me weaker?  I know God will move, but I really need it sooner than later.