Today, is Memphis's 4th birthday! Wow, I can't believe that he is 4. Four years ago I never knew that I could love so stronge, I never knew that I was physically that stronge, I never knew I could go so long without that much sleep, I never knew that something so small would change your world in an instant, and I never knew someone could steal my heart in just one instance. Memphis, I hope that today is the best day ever. Mommy and daddy love you so much. Happy Birthday! I love you to the moon and back!
Some of your favorite things: playing your ds, playing with the dog, watching "big kid" cartoons, playing outside, drawing.
Favorite foods: oreos, green beans, turkey, bologna, gummies.
I love you Memphis, and Happy Happy Birthday!!!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
the party!
Well, Saturday we celebrated Memphis's 4th birthday. We had it at Chuck E. Cheese. I will gladly say that I will never, I mean NEVER go back to that place. I also fell like the worse mother in the world. It was the worse party in the history of parties! First of all he didn't want to be there once we got there, but was excited before we got there. Then there was a fight. Yes, a fight at Chuck E. Cheese. Even cops showed up to arrest people. Yesterday, a commercial came on the t.v. for Chuck E. Cheese, and Bo said, "I wanna go there." Memphis replied, "no, bo we already went there and it wasn't any fun." :( With tomorrow being his birthday I hope that we can make it up to him.
I guess I will share some photos, and I need to go to the store and clean this house. memphis ask me to clean because he says we can't let a baby live in this messy house. lol..... these poor kids wanting a baby. {i hope they get one soon ;)}.
I guess I will share some photos, and I need to go to the store and clean this house. memphis ask me to clean because he says we can't let a baby live in this messy house. lol..... these poor kids wanting a baby. {i hope they get one soon ;)}.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Warning: TOTAL RANDOMNESS!!!!!
So, I am eight days away from my little man being 4!!!! I can't believe that he will be 4. Really?! Where has the time gone? It seems like only yesterday I was waddling around with him inside my belly, my feet so swollen I couldn't wear shoes, I hadn't seen anything below my belly {because of it's largely insane size}, and I couldn't dare bend over for any reason at all! Memphis has changed so much just in the past week. I tell that he has become more of a kid than a toddler. It makes me so sad. I'm not ready for him to being growing up. Both boys are now potty trained, which is great because I'm not having to spend $100 a month on diapers, but in the same sense they are growing up on me and I no longer have a baby anymore. I want a baby! I have those same feelings that I had before having Memphis. I have a feeling that now is just the time for another addition to come into our family. Maybe, when we are more financially stable, and have health insurance we can have another, and I will still have those same feelings. But in the same sense I know if God gives he will provide. I have faith that if God sees fit for us to have another one it will be a blessing.
***********Complete and random post!***************
***********Complete and random post!***************
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Thankful
Awww.....where to begin?
First, of all it's November. November, how bitter sweet you are to me. First of all it's the time to be thankful as we will be celebrating "Thanksgiving" later this month. I am thankful for God sending his Son to die on the cross for my sins. I am thankful for his love, grace, and mercy. I am thankful for my parents. I am thankful for my two brothers. I am thankful for my husband. I am ever so thankful for my two little boys. They are my life. I love them so very much!
Second, November is a month that I once thought would be the most dreadful month for me. I suffered a miscarriage in November of 2006. I can remember thinking that November that I would never be a mother. I thought, I have let my husband down, because he will never get to be a dad. I thought, I have let our parents down because they will never be the grandparents that they lone to be. I can remember that November as we said our Thanksgiving prayer at my parents I had to excuse myself afterwords to dry up the tears. The prayer my father prayed to help us become parents I thought was completely useless {I know, how selfish, but that's how I was feeling}. I can remember earlier that month thinking, oh next Thanksgiving we will have a little 4 month old that will get to try my mom's delicous mashed potatoes for the first time. But the follow Sunday, I went to church. Not really feeling like it. I can remember feeling as I was getting dressed, this is such a waste of time. Little did I know, God would give me a message, an answer to my biggest fear and prayer. That evening at church the guest preacher, preached about "There's a first time for everything." As he was preaching I have selfishly admit I was thinking, "why did I bother coming today, I should have stayed home and rested." After his sermon he ask for me to come for prayer. As he began to pray, he told me, "God said, for the the first time ever you will be called mom." WOW!!!! Those few words seemed to make my horrible November a whole lot better.
Third, although I thought November would be a dainting, horrible month that I would never be happy during God's timimg was impecable and would make November one the best months ever in 2007. Because I would be a mom for the first time ever in November. That's right our first little bundle of joy was due Nov. 19, 2007. I experienced the most amazing life experience on Nov. 16, 2007 at 11:43pm. I gave birth to a beautiful, chubby cheeked, 8lb 4oz. boy, Memphis Carter. I never knew love could be so stronge. I never knew I was that stronge. Now, November is one of the months that I look forward to every year. I get so excited about planning his birthday parties, and to see his little face light up when he gets those gifts he has been asking for, for months.
I have completely lost my mind and agreed to have his 4th birthday at Chuck E. Cheese. Yes, next Saturday we will be heading to Chuck E. Cheese to have the most rad Star Wars birthday party that has ever been thrown at Chuck E. Cheese. He's getting so big. He doesn't want to watch "baby cartoons" such as, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Dora, Seasame Street. He is now pooping in the potty! His head is still so big that when he lays flat on his back he can't pull himself up. He wants everything he sees on t.v. He loves to eat bologna, hotdogs, chicken nuggets, candy, drink milk, and his favorite candy, "KIT KAT", he also likes Lucky Charms cereal.
Cruz, ask daily for a baby, he is potty trained, and refuses to wear anything that isn't pajama's. He thinks he should only wear mis-matched pajamas. He always looks like a hobo. He sings and has started liking me to read to him. He likes the "Llama llama" books.
Until next time.....
First, of all it's November. November, how bitter sweet you are to me. First of all it's the time to be thankful as we will be celebrating "Thanksgiving" later this month. I am thankful for God sending his Son to die on the cross for my sins. I am thankful for his love, grace, and mercy. I am thankful for my parents. I am thankful for my two brothers. I am thankful for my husband. I am ever so thankful for my two little boys. They are my life. I love them so very much!
Second, November is a month that I once thought would be the most dreadful month for me. I suffered a miscarriage in November of 2006. I can remember thinking that November that I would never be a mother. I thought, I have let my husband down, because he will never get to be a dad. I thought, I have let our parents down because they will never be the grandparents that they lone to be. I can remember that November as we said our Thanksgiving prayer at my parents I had to excuse myself afterwords to dry up the tears. The prayer my father prayed to help us become parents I thought was completely useless {I know, how selfish, but that's how I was feeling}. I can remember earlier that month thinking, oh next Thanksgiving we will have a little 4 month old that will get to try my mom's delicous mashed potatoes for the first time. But the follow Sunday, I went to church. Not really feeling like it. I can remember feeling as I was getting dressed, this is such a waste of time. Little did I know, God would give me a message, an answer to my biggest fear and prayer. That evening at church the guest preacher, preached about "There's a first time for everything." As he was preaching I have selfishly admit I was thinking, "why did I bother coming today, I should have stayed home and rested." After his sermon he ask for me to come for prayer. As he began to pray, he told me, "God said, for the the first time ever you will be called mom." WOW!!!! Those few words seemed to make my horrible November a whole lot better.
Third, although I thought November would be a dainting, horrible month that I would never be happy during God's timimg was impecable and would make November one the best months ever in 2007. Because I would be a mom for the first time ever in November. That's right our first little bundle of joy was due Nov. 19, 2007. I experienced the most amazing life experience on Nov. 16, 2007 at 11:43pm. I gave birth to a beautiful, chubby cheeked, 8lb 4oz. boy, Memphis Carter. I never knew love could be so stronge. I never knew I was that stronge. Now, November is one of the months that I look forward to every year. I get so excited about planning his birthday parties, and to see his little face light up when he gets those gifts he has been asking for, for months.
I have completely lost my mind and agreed to have his 4th birthday at Chuck E. Cheese. Yes, next Saturday we will be heading to Chuck E. Cheese to have the most rad Star Wars birthday party that has ever been thrown at Chuck E. Cheese. He's getting so big. He doesn't want to watch "baby cartoons" such as, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Dora, Seasame Street. He is now pooping in the potty! His head is still so big that when he lays flat on his back he can't pull himself up. He wants everything he sees on t.v. He loves to eat bologna, hotdogs, chicken nuggets, candy, drink milk, and his favorite candy, "KIT KAT", he also likes Lucky Charms cereal.
Cruz, ask daily for a baby, he is potty trained, and refuses to wear anything that isn't pajama's. He thinks he should only wear mis-matched pajamas. He always looks like a hobo. He sings and has started liking me to read to him. He likes the "Llama llama" books.
Until next time.....
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