oh, this week.....bobo has got a little grove.  he likes to dance.  today memphis cranked up some kid rock in the cd player, and i was cleaning the toilet and he came a running and was crying and trying to dance at the same time!  it was so cute.  memphis is so ready to potty train.  i'm not totally ready for it!  i want to have to stop buying diapers, but that's going to be one part of the baby taken away!  i'm not ready for him to be a big boy yet.  he goes to the changing table to have his diaper changed as soon as he's pee-peed.  well, saturday my car started messing up and today her tranny went out!  we have no cashola to pay for a new one or get a new car!  i have no clue as to what i'm gonna do!  also memphis enjoys having his clothes changed all the time.  i thought only little girls like ot have their clothes changed.

because i have no idea what i am doing, the previous 5-7 blogs were some pictures that i had taken of the boys.  we had some very pretty weather over the weekend and they were able to go and play, which they really enjoyed.  bobo loves being outside, he's fearless.  he was just rolling around in the mud, walking up to the dog, whatever was dangerous that he could find to get into.  bobo is 11months old today, hard to believe that he will be 1 next month.  he's so tiny!  he still fits in a 6-9month clothes.  i had ordered memphis 5 movies over the internet and we went to the post office today to pick them up.  he was such a big boy, he carried the package to car, because i told him it was for him.  we got to the car and i opened them up for him and the look on his face was priceless!  it was so adorable.  then we got home and daddy came out to the car to help us get in, he was so sweet showing them to brandon.  i got a little teary eyed watching him waiting for them to come on.  bobo has a new word, cheap date.  i guess he's heard it said so many times that he just thinks it's normal to say all the time.

today, i took the boys to mcdonald's to play in the playland.  memphis has a little slide outside and has been begging to go out and slide on it but it has been way to cold to go out, so yesterday i told him i'd take him to mcdonalds.  he had so much fun.  he picked this little girl up!  too funy!  bobo was running around and picking things up and sticking them in his mouth when i couldn't get to him in time, but when he saw me coming towards him he would begin to run from me.  so cute seeing his little legs move so fast.  then when we got home memphis played out in the little bit of snow that we had left.  he was throwing snow balls at brandon and i and feeding them to the dog.  later, on this evening i left them with their grandparents while i went and did some shopping.  i was by myself and able to think a little, of course, i was thinking of my boys.  i love them so much.  i never knew that you would love this much until becoming a parent.  i was thinking of a few months back, one sunday morning i was doing dishes and memphis was in the kitchen at the stove rolling one of his trains across the oven door and was saying, "i love my momma, i love my momma."  my heart swelled up with love and my eyes with tears.  i honestly believe those were the sweetest words that i have ever heard!  i cried forever after that, just knowing how much love and everything else that i had given to this precious little being for 2 years, and he just out of the blue says something like that, made me so proud.  just had  to share that.  gotta, say i'm one happy momma!'
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me and my bo

he's a true momma's boy

momma's boys

BOCEFUS

memphis 2 yr. pic.

my inspiration

shoo, it's been a while since i've been able to blog.  everyday, i just look at my boys and i am so thankful for the grace of God, that he's blessed me with these 2 little angels.  memphis is growing so fasst!  i just wish i could freeze time nad make him stay a little boy, but that's how we keep up the generations, is by letting our little ones grow. he's so rotten.  he's into reading.  he will just go get him a book and sit down and read.  of course we have no idea what he's saying, but it's cute.  bobo on the other hand is a handful. he is at least having something to do with brandon now.  he use to wouldn't even let brandon hold him.  the other night memphis gave me a big ole kiss and said, i wanna baby!  we told him he had one.  he's right now making brandon slap him on the butt!  everything has to fly, including him.  he notices babies when we go out or if he sees one on the tv.  i took them last week to have their pictures taken and he was terrified because the backdrops made a sound as they  were moved up and down.  they stayed at mom and dad's friday evening while brandon and i went out for  vday and my parents had to put a blanket over their heater because he was afraid of it.  he's such a scaredy cat.  but i still think it's cute.  he's on the verge of being potty trained and i dread it, sortta, because i know that is one less step that will be taking the baby outta him.  bobo is totally on the go!  people at church couldn't believe how good he could get around.  he's a handful. he has tore out every kleenex, book, and diaper that is in their room. oh, and memphis is growing so much, when we go out he recognizes stores, and he understand directions.  i want to post something that i wrote back at the first of the year, and was my inspiration at starting my blog:


Good bye 2009, hello 2010! So, this past decade you could say was the first real decade I have lived. Considering that the first full decade of my life I was only 5-14yrs. I have to say looking back and thinking of all that I have experienced these past 10 years has been crazy. Of course, I've had highs and lows. I'm not going to get into the lows because; really who wants to hear about debbbie downer? In the past ten years, I have graduated high school, and attend 2 years of college, no I didn't graduate, but I do plan to finish a degree within these next 10 years. God has brought 4 very special people inot my life. 1 of those 4 people, I never ever would have dreamed about in a trillion years, but God say fit that this person need to be in my family, so on Aug. 9, 2002, he gave me a baby brother. But he's here and I kinda like him:)! I couldn't image him not being in our lives. The other 3 people that God has placed in my life I always dreamed of as a little girl, but never imagined how awesome they could be. The first of those 3, is my husband Brandon, we were married on June 11, 2005. One of the happiest days of my life, and these past 10 years. In Oct. 2006, Brandon and I found out that we were expecting our first child. I was so excited! But God had other plans for that baby. On Nov. 9, 2006 I experienced a miscarriage, which was so tragic. I honestly thought that I would never have a baby, but God is still a miracle maker and answered I know many prayers that went up for me to have a baby. Just weeks after having a miscarriage, God comforted me by letting me know that, "one day I would be called Momma." On March 13, 2007, Brandon and I found out that we were expecting again. I was so HAPPY!! I never knew that wanting something so bad could make you so miserable, but hey isn't that what we do for love! I heard that tiny little miracle heartbeat on April 2, 2007:), every April 2, I place my hand on my baby's heart and thank the good Lord above for little miracle. On Nov. 16, 2007, my little 8lb. 40z. miracle was born! I was on cloud 9. I had no idea that you could be scared, happy, mad, and sad at the same time, but experience child birth and you will have all of those emotions rolled into one! Then God blessed me with another little miracle on March 23, 2009. He's my little tornado. These two boys are the greatest blessings to me. I loved the "first time ever" when they called me Momma! I do believe those where the sweetest words that I have ever heard. In these past 10 years I have lost 2 grandparents, but I know they are in a much better place. In the past 10 years, I almost lost my father. Feb. 18, 2008, my dad had triple bi-pass surgery, that was the scariest thing ever, not knowing if your dad was going to wake up from surgery or not. But God say fit that he had much bigger and better plans for my Dad, and let tell you having your dad stay intensive care for 3 weeks is no fun. I also had to have other surgeries after the bi-pass. The smaller, important things that happened these past 10 years, are I got my drivers license, my first car, my first cell phone, my own home, went to the beach for the first time ever! Those are just to name a few. But for my next 10 years, I pray for prosperity, for good health of my children, a great loving long lasting marriage, and 2 baby GIRLS!!!! I pray that God moves in each and everyone of my friends and family's lives, in ways things you know only God can do! I thank HIM daily for all the many blessings he has given me. GOD IS GOOD!!!!

well, today has been semi-productive!  or at least you could say so!  i got my new washing machine today, YAY!  brandon go his fishing stuff that he ordered from bass pro.  went grocery shopping with the boys today, and memphis officially lost his shopping priviledges forever.  we were in line and he through bottle of red wine vinegar and it broke all over the place.  then, we took the boys to the marlow's and i was able to go to ross, hobby lobby, and marshall's to buy a LOT of household items.  memphis calls me AMY about 90% of the time, and everything "tinks" (stinks).  it's so cute how he says it, because he says everything tinks, all the time.

brotherly love

i totally forgot a part that i was going to blog earlier!  i do that a lot.  this morning, memphis was standing next to the stove and i was holding bobo, in front of the refridgerator.  we were fixing their morning cups of chocolate milk, and bobo looked over at memphis and threw him a kiss!!!!  it was sooooooooooooooo cute!  i love my boys, they are so sweet together.  when i first had liam i felt bad.  i felt as if i had let memphis down by bringing another child in on his territory, but now that bo is up and big enough to do things there inseperable.  it's so cute.  you can tell they are actually brothers.  they have that brotherly love!

well, bobo is on the go!  he can really get up and walk, but if he gets in a hurry, he crawls!  he has started blowing kisses!  i don't know if the blowing kisses are the cute part, or the little noise he tries to make!  aww, it's all cute.  memphis is so rotten.  we had our first big snow that we have had in years and memphis was afraid of it.  we went to bass pro shop on monday and he was afraid of it.  we bought both of them shirts from there and brandon wanted memphis to wear his later on that evening and he told brandon he couldn't because it would hurt him!  he's a big scaredy cat!  but i reckon, he gets it from his daddy!  brandon's parents said he was like that.  oh, well, i think it's cute.  but i am his mom and think everything he does is cute.  my boys are growing like crazy!  in just 48 days bobo will be 1.  he's to little to be turning 1.  he still wears a size 6mo.  well, i really need to be getting ready to go to the grocery store and cleaning my laundry room.  i am getting a new washing machine tomorrow and i can't wait!