my inspiration

shoo, it's been a while since i've been able to blog.  everyday, i just look at my boys and i am so thankful for the grace of God, that he's blessed me with these 2 little angels.  memphis is growing so fasst!  i just wish i could freeze time nad make him stay a little boy, but that's how we keep up the generations, is by letting our little ones grow. he's so rotten.  he's into reading.  he will just go get him a book and sit down and read.  of course we have no idea what he's saying, but it's cute.  bobo on the other hand is a handful. he is at least having something to do with brandon now.  he use to wouldn't even let brandon hold him.  the other night memphis gave me a big ole kiss and said, i wanna baby!  we told him he had one.  he's right now making brandon slap him on the butt!  everything has to fly, including him.  he notices babies when we go out or if he sees one on the tv.  i took them last week to have their pictures taken and he was terrified because the backdrops made a sound as they  were moved up and down.  they stayed at mom and dad's friday evening while brandon and i went out for  vday and my parents had to put a blanket over their heater because he was afraid of it.  he's such a scaredy cat.  but i still think it's cute.  he's on the verge of being potty trained and i dread it, sortta, because i know that is one less step that will be taking the baby outta him.  bobo is totally on the go!  people at church couldn't believe how good he could get around.  he's a handful. he has tore out every kleenex, book, and diaper that is in their room. oh, and memphis is growing so much, when we go out he recognizes stores, and he understand directions.  i want to post something that i wrote back at the first of the year, and was my inspiration at starting my blog:


Good bye 2009, hello 2010! So, this past decade you could say was the first real decade I have lived. Considering that the first full decade of my life I was only 5-14yrs. I have to say looking back and thinking of all that I have experienced these past 10 years has been crazy. Of course, I've had highs and lows. I'm not going to get into the lows because; really who wants to hear about debbbie downer? In the past ten years, I have graduated high school, and attend 2 years of college, no I didn't graduate, but I do plan to finish a degree within these next 10 years. God has brought 4 very special people inot my life. 1 of those 4 people, I never ever would have dreamed about in a trillion years, but God say fit that this person need to be in my family, so on Aug. 9, 2002, he gave me a baby brother. But he's here and I kinda like him:)! I couldn't image him not being in our lives. The other 3 people that God has placed in my life I always dreamed of as a little girl, but never imagined how awesome they could be. The first of those 3, is my husband Brandon, we were married on June 11, 2005. One of the happiest days of my life, and these past 10 years. In Oct. 2006, Brandon and I found out that we were expecting our first child. I was so excited! But God had other plans for that baby. On Nov. 9, 2006 I experienced a miscarriage, which was so tragic. I honestly thought that I would never have a baby, but God is still a miracle maker and answered I know many prayers that went up for me to have a baby. Just weeks after having a miscarriage, God comforted me by letting me know that, "one day I would be called Momma." On March 13, 2007, Brandon and I found out that we were expecting again. I was so HAPPY!! I never knew that wanting something so bad could make you so miserable, but hey isn't that what we do for love! I heard that tiny little miracle heartbeat on April 2, 2007:), every April 2, I place my hand on my baby's heart and thank the good Lord above for little miracle. On Nov. 16, 2007, my little 8lb. 40z. miracle was born! I was on cloud 9. I had no idea that you could be scared, happy, mad, and sad at the same time, but experience child birth and you will have all of those emotions rolled into one! Then God blessed me with another little miracle on March 23, 2009. He's my little tornado. These two boys are the greatest blessings to me. I loved the "first time ever" when they called me Momma! I do believe those where the sweetest words that I have ever heard. In these past 10 years I have lost 2 grandparents, but I know they are in a much better place. In the past 10 years, I almost lost my father. Feb. 18, 2008, my dad had triple bi-pass surgery, that was the scariest thing ever, not knowing if your dad was going to wake up from surgery or not. But God say fit that he had much bigger and better plans for my Dad, and let tell you having your dad stay intensive care for 3 weeks is no fun. I also had to have other surgeries after the bi-pass. The smaller, important things that happened these past 10 years, are I got my drivers license, my first car, my first cell phone, my own home, went to the beach for the first time ever! Those are just to name a few. But for my next 10 years, I pray for prosperity, for good health of my children, a great loving long lasting marriage, and 2 baby GIRLS!!!! I pray that God moves in each and everyone of my friends and family's lives, in ways things you know only God can do! I thank HIM daily for all the many blessings he has given me. GOD IS GOOD!!!!