today, i took the boys to mcdonald's to play in the playland.  memphis has a little slide outside and has been begging to go out and slide on it but it has been way to cold to go out, so yesterday i told him i'd take him to mcdonalds.  he had so much fun.  he picked this little girl up!  too funy!  bobo was running around and picking things up and sticking them in his mouth when i couldn't get to him in time, but when he saw me coming towards him he would begin to run from me.  so cute seeing his little legs move so fast.  then when we got home memphis played out in the little bit of snow that we had left.  he was throwing snow balls at brandon and i and feeding them to the dog.  later, on this evening i left them with their grandparents while i went and did some shopping.  i was by myself and able to think a little, of course, i was thinking of my boys.  i love them so much.  i never knew that you would love this much until becoming a parent.  i was thinking of a few months back, one sunday morning i was doing dishes and memphis was in the kitchen at the stove rolling one of his trains across the oven door and was saying, "i love my momma, i love my momma."  my heart swelled up with love and my eyes with tears.  i honestly believe those were the sweetest words that i have ever heard!  i cried forever after that, just knowing how much love and everything else that i had given to this precious little being for 2 years, and he just out of the blue says something like that, made me so proud.  just had  to share that.  gotta, say i'm one happy momma!'
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