Time. Where Does It Go?

I'm sitting here balling my eyes out! We just got home from Memphis's Pre-School end of the year celebration. I can't believe that just 9 months ago I was balling my eyes out because he was starting school. My only question is, as I sit here crying and pondering, where in the world does time go? It seems like just yesterday I was taking a positive pregnancy test to Brandon with big ole tears running down my checks. It seems like only yesterday we were bringing this little 8lb. bundle of joy home with us, and me thinking, "oh I got this" when really I laid in the bed with Brandon and Memphis crying my eyes out because I really had no idea what I was doing. When I look at Memphis I can't help but to swell up with joy, happiness, and tears. He has the biggest heart. He's so kind, gentle, and smart. I love him more than life itself. He's so generous. He is always sharing with his brother when brother is whining, Memphis just always thinks of Bo first. I can't believe that these past 5 years have gone by as fast as they have. All the tears and prayers that I shed for this little boy to be brought into my life finally became reality, and they are slipping by so fast. I love him more than I could put into words. He's the sweetest little thing. He's more than I ever imagined him to be and then some! I thank God so much for placing him in my life. I know before long he won't want to sit in my lap or go everywhere I go. He'll soon be embarassed by me. That's ok, though, that's part of growing up. I'll just some where quietly and cry. lol I'm so proud of the little guy he's growing up to be. I pray that God keeps him safe and he always keeps God close to his heart. I pray that he continues to be kind hearted, a good kid, a good student, and grows up to be a nice man with a great career. I know he can do anything he sets his mind to. I must go now, the tears are so heavy that I can't see my typo's. Memphis, mommy loves you! I am so proud of you. I just wish I could keep you little forever!